this is the same genre of guy

Gilgamesh's Flower

Luke Hillestad

Oil on Linen

if u feel the first cramp and think "i dont need a painkiller yet, itll pass" ? that the devil speaking, take that painkiller immediately

Sweet-tooth fairy

I bet he’s winning

He's a dev testing the new code

whats down there

• Mansex
• Saix Puppy
• Orgy XIII
• nicknames like Xiggy & Zexy
• Demyx being compared to David Bowie
• rearranging your name with an x
• Organization OCs EVERYWHERE
• Roxel / Soku……………………
• the widely accepted fandom canon where the Organization is a chaotic dysfunctional family
• “Kairi!” “Traitor!” “Sephiroth!” “Goofy!” “Sora!” “Roxas!” “Why?” “Axel!” “I’m a fool.” “Xemnas!” “You’re right.”
• “Riku is a sexy guy”
• rockin checkered wristbands to be as cool as Roxas
• wishing you owned the Organization trench coat
• raiding Hot Topic on the rare occasion there was KH merch
• blinged out in KH jewelry
• the OG Sora, Kairi, Roxas, and Axel play arts figures
• trying to make sea salt ice cream
• taking Quizilla! quizzes to see what the KH characters thought of you / what characters would date you
• getting lost in your feels and finding new music through KH AMVs
• making KH AMVs in windows movie maker
• scrolling through fanart for hours on deviantart
• staying up late reading fanfics on fanfiction
• getting your KH gifs & icons from photobucket
• dressing your Gaia Online avis as KH characters
• beta KHII Kairi
• when Roxas was only known as BHK
• when the Wayfinder Trio were only known as The Chasers
• the great debate if Roxas was Ventus (when he first appeared in The Gathering)
• THE dreaded unskippable cutscene
• getting your ass handed to you by the KH1 secret bosses because you were severely under leveled and had NO IDEA WTF THEY WERE
• how your heart stopped when Simple and Clean was perfectly executed after Sora and Kairi let go in the KHI ending
• “Not Clayton! *&&X%! Not Clayton!”
• “Run, run away!”
• yo when Goofy straight up died
• how cool it was to fight alongside the FF characters during the battle for Hollow Bastion
• THE 1000 HEARTLESS BATTLE
• “Dance, water! Dance!” war flashbacks
• Pooh astral projecting
• the Ansem Retort web comic
• The KHI Beta Trailer
• losing your gd gourd hearing Sanctuary reversed for the first time
• KH dubbed with Dane Cook or Family Guy
• AMVs of Roxas signing Jesse McCartney songs
• the VA interviews!
• watching videos of KH cosplayers doing skits at cons
• Simple and Clean Guitar Version
• Kairi bamfing in on Dead Fantasy
• Kingdom Hearts Chronicles
• Kingdumb Hearts
  
• kingdom hearts online chat
• lol, Kingdom Hearts
• Kingdom Hearts Random Crap
• Kairi Teaches How to Bake a Cake
• Roxas Hates Waffles
• Kingdom Hearts Caramelldansen
• Demyx Time
• The Sora Song
• The Roxas Song
• Demyx Likes His Sitar
• Zexion The Emo Kid
• Sora’s Band

feel free to add more!

shout to @kingdomheartsnyctophiliac & @excusemewhileiplaykh for throwing me back in time and reminding me of my roots with their post and inspiring this trip down memory lane

(updated 11/2020)

Heritage Post

12/12/2019

sometimes i wish i could grab my childhood self and shake them by the shoulders and say YOU'RE GOOD. YOU'RE WORTH LOVING. THERE ARE PEOPLE WHOSE LIVES ARE MADE BETTER BECAUSE OF YOU. YOU ARE NOT A BURDEN. YOU ARE NOT DAMNED. SOMEDAY YOU WILL CRY OVER SUNSETS AND POETRY MORE THAN YOUR OWN PAIN. I NEED YOU TO REMEMBER THAT YOU'RE GOOD. YOU'RE WORTH LOVING. but i can't go back in time, so i say it to myself now. because i believe there's a future version of me looking back on this moment feeling the exact same way.

baby me, sorting m&ms by color and then into a gradient: now this is how you have fun!

baby me, observing other children eating fistfulls of randomly colored gummy bears all at once: when do i get to go back to my home planet

I will NEVER get over the fact that I can write stories. Like I can weave threads of whimsy in a whole new world and make people feel things if I weave them well enough???? Stories are worth so much!!! Lines of poetry are literally currency to me like I get to write little lines and then writing little lines helps me notice things when I read other peoples' lines????? Magic! Whimsy! Characters! Words! Words! Words!

You mean? I make thing? Thing that didn't exist before? Rad.

my fav thing about having ocs is having a basic line of lore for them but as soon as someone asks me about them I completely bullshit everything I tell them. Yeah this wasn't true like 5 minutes ago but now it is

JULY 18TH 2023, HAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY KHX!!!!!!!